blog update!

its been 2 weeks since i last blogged.

as usual, busy! but this month is more to lazy..

i have been slacking and procrastinate a lot. my will to study is just not strong enough i guess.

how can i get my study-mode on? wanted to study but the brain is not working neither the body.

felt so lazy and tired most of the time.

been having bad headache for the past few weeks ,though i know what's the reason behind it but still cant get it well control. wth!

nothing much happen for the past 2 weeks.

school as usual, stay back for activities as usual..

the weather is extremely hot , hot and only hot! i sweat even im not moving much! =.=''

my appetite comes and goes as it wish! swt =.='' like lar i wont feel hungry >.<

on last thursday, we had our first dissection practice with teacher! glynn gave me a few evil looks before the day comes..sigh~ still i have to face it by my own and conquer the fear. i freaked out so much at first,shivered like mad, cant even hold the mouse properly! feel like crying! im such a loser!!!

 back to the topic , we first placed the damn mouse into a basin of water to soften it cause its preserved mouse but i dont seem it works cause glynn and i screamed the hell out when teacher spread apart the mouse's legs and causing *cracking* sound, we jumped away when teacher did it.so did we actually soften it?? hahaha!!

then everyone started to dissect their own mouse..

first we get the skin and the flesh cut apart, then cut of the flesh and look through the internal organs of it! ewww, is so so so disgusting! i dont understand why do we need to put a few more cuts on it since its already dead? i mean for now!!! sigh~ felt so sinful of dissecting it and so i kept saying sorry everytime i put a cut on it and because im scared, i kept talkin g to myself and convincing myself to do it with no fear..and i managed to survived for the first practice and im glad i see no blood =) and glynn found me so annoying for keep talking to myself!!! hahaa.. after exposing it's internal organs, teacher asked us to pin it up and marked it so that you can find your own one and dissect it the 2nd time =.=''

after all, nothing much about the week except for receiving some strange messages!!!

~chiaoz~