1st formal MUET speaking test!

lol..why must i failed every first attempt?

sigh~ i failed again!

i had my muet speaking at APD room today together with ainie, suguna and mehnaga.

i  was so nervous before i entering the room.craps non stop and couldn't even sit still =.=''

i was candidate C and i should have lots of time to come out with more points. 

yeah, full of points on my draft paper but cant spill it out.wth =.=''

half way giving out points and i stoned blankly looking at my paper, aini and teachers!

damn anxious till i couldnt even speak properly and correctly >.< 

damn disappointed! 

another speaking test on 5th may, hopefully i can perform better.

i cant afford to drop my band =.='' and i must get my mood back especially the stuudy mood!

must learn to ignore temptations!
i realised i get intimidated easily recently.lose confident easily and freanked out easily!! sigh~
learn to be strong girl!!
hope things can get better =)