PHOBIA~~~~

guess what ivy phobia about yesterday?

cockroaches? gross stuff? blood? dead bodies?

i did phobia everything of the above but if you answer any of them above? you're wrong.hahaha.

i went for cheer training yesterday, but before that, i went library and study.so i was super-duper tired after that.thought of not going training but it seems that i am gaining weight recently.so is better to go.sweat a bit, lose some weight.hahah~

din really train much yesterday cause busy playing with wm's new kitten.it's so cute :D

then sudd ks asked me to practice my double twist. i was like : WHAT? swt =.='' i dont want lar, you know i scared doing it and you still force me to do it? i merajuk merajuk merajuk cause i dont want to do.i am freaking damn scared doing it.i dont mind doing any stunts but not double twist lor.WTH!

i have joined REBELS for more than 2 and a half years d.i did tried to do it before, but after a few failed attempt, i decided to gave up doing it because i have been getting bruises all over my body and head and injured people who based me.sigh~whenever i practice that, my face reaction surely chg and i'll be very very very quiet in the class :(

no choice , i still forced to do it. double twist is the only and only one stunt i never did it successfully before.but then yesterday i did 10 times of it.the first 9 times was....no need to mention also everyone in the gym knew i failed and kept hitting people around me.i even hurt myself while doing it.sigh~blistered d :(

then ks said one more last time and i can rest, i have no more confidence doing it d.i know i cant make it but still i didn't think of giving up tho i am freaking scared like HELL. sw told me that i am going to do another 3 more times if i fail doing it for the 10th time.it scared me to death when he said that cause i always think it is a torture whenever ks asked me to practice it.so i always hope things can be done fast.

GUESS WHAT?

IVY DID HER VERY FIRST DOUBLE TWIST IN HER CHEER's LIFE YESTERDAY !!!!

thank God.i made it.i did it :D

wanted to post up the video but failed.myb some days later la.hahah.

anyway , i am proud that i done it at least once !

thanks to my bases who based me for so many times.sorry for scratching, hitting ank elbow-ed you guys.oops~ i know i have been gaining weight recently, i will try to control it~

babe said he is coming back on monday.seriously i am so HAPPY when he told me that.i really cant wait to see him.i miss him so much~